I feel like a monster :: Kazza
Oct 8, 2012 4:05:11 GMT -5
Post by Kazza on Oct 8, 2012 4:05:11 GMT -5
SIXTEEN xx WEREWOLF/SHAPE-SHIFTER xx TRAINER/PICKPOCKET xx ANTI-PRAVUS
::SINGLE:: ::FEMALE:: ::BISEXUAL::
I feel it deep within
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
SOMETHING EASY :: :: friends
fake :: One day, one fateful day
by association :: I shot away from the kid next door
acquaintance :: And I remember how we came home
new :: And we fell asleep on the kitchen floor
occasional chatting :: We were so young
average :: So much to lose and so much to learn from
good :: We were too young
former enemy :: But how I wish those days weren’t gone
party buddy :: But my mamma always said that
dancing buddy :: You should never take food off the big damned woman
friendly banter :: And my papa always said that
inseparable :: You should never tell a lie
attached at the hip :: But if you do then take it back son
partner in crime :: I remember when you moved out
confidant :: I sat alone in my tree house
close :: But when I saw that you moved down the road
childhood/lifetime :: I jumped so high nearly broke my toe and
other half :: It was so easy
shoulder to cry on :: We never told another soul
like family :: It was too easy
best girl :: How I wish those days weren’t gone
best guy :: But we grew apart
overall best :: I’ll never forget those fateful days
THIS IS GONNA HURT :: :: enemies
frenemy :: Feel like your life is over
one-sided dislike :: Feel like all hope is gone
mutual dislike :: You kiss it all away
former friend :: Maybe, maybe
one-sided annoyance :: This is a second coming
mutual annoyance :: This is a call to arms
one-sided envy :: Your finest hour won’t be wasted, wasted
mutual envy :: Hey, hey, hell is what you make, make
secret :: Rise against your fate, fate
one-sided ignoring :: Nothing’s gonna keep you down
mutual ignoring :: Even if it’s killing you
one-sided barely tolerant :: Because you know the truth
mutually barely tolerant :: Listen up, listen up
competitive :: There’s a devil in the church
rivals :: Got a bullet in the chamber
verbal fighting :: And this is gonna hurt
ongoing feuding :: Let it out, let it out
physical fighting :: You can scream and you can shout
one-sided loathe :: Keep your secrets in the shadows and you’ll be sorry
mutual loathing :: Everybody’s getting numb
hardcore :: Everybody’s on the run
one-sided vendetta :: You got your hell together
mutual vendetta :: You know it could be worse
FALLING SLOWLY :: :: loves
harmless flirting :: I don’t know you
one-sided crush :: But I want you
mutual crush :: All the more for that
one-sided secret admiration :: Words fall through me
mutual secret admiration :: And always fool me
fling- past :: And I can’t react
fling- present :: And games that never amount
on/off :: To more than they’re meant
secret :: Will play themselves out
love/hate :: Take this sinking boat
friend with benefits :: And point it home
enemy with benefits :: We’ve still got time
one-sided pure lust :: Raise your hopeful voice
mutual pure lust :: You have a choice
one-sided infatuation :: You’ll make it now
mutual infatuation :: Falling slowly, eyes that know me
forbidden :: And I can’t go back
ex- bad terms :: Moods that take me and erase me
ex- good terms :: And I’m painted black
ex- one-sided still in love :: You have suffered enough
ex- mutually still in love :: And warred with yourself
childhood sweetheart :: It’s time that you won
one-sided in love :: You’ve made it now
mutually in love :: Falling slowly
current :: Sing your melody
final :: I’ll sing it loud
THE CATALYST :: :: others
mixed feelings :: God bless us everyone
future :: We’re a broken people
role model to me :: Living under loaded gun
role model to you :: And it can’t be out fought
one-sided trust :: It can’t be outdone
mutual trust :: It can’t be outmatched
co-worker :: It can’t be outrun, no
one-sided protectiveness :: And when I close my eyes tonight
mutually protective :: To symphonies of blinding light
family :: Like memories in cold decay
stalker of me :: Transmissions echoing away
stalker of you :: Far from the world of you and I
one-sided fear :: Where oceans bleed into the sky
mutual fear :: God save us everyone
one-sided respect :: When we burn inside
mutual respect :: The fires of a thousand suns
one-sided wariness :: For the sins of our hand
mutually wary :: The sins of our tongue
haven’t seen in ages :: The sins of our father
it’s complicated :: The sins of our young
good influence on you :: No!
good influence on me :: Lift me up, let me go
bad influence on you :: Lift me up
bad influence on me :: Let me go
roommate :: The catalyst
MONSTER :: :: credits
Lyrics/song titles are taken from various artists, as follows: Something Easy – Georgia Fairs, This Is Gonna Hurt – Sixx A.M., Falling Slowly – Glen Hanson, The Catalyst – Linkin Park, Monster – Skillet, Whaddya Want From Me? – Pink / Adam Lambert, I Remember You – Skid Row,
Basic layout borrowed from various other peoples’ plot charts
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it’s just a dream
Or maybe it’s inside of me
Stop this monster
Maybe it’s just a dream
Or maybe it’s inside of me
Stop this monster